Bane of my life… (Taken with Instagram)
i’m going x
I haven’t posted on here for a while and this will probably be the last time I post for several days or even weeks.
Since I opened this Tumblr account it has been the only place I can write things down and hope not to be judged. However, I couldn’t care less if I get judged by this post. For years it has been me that has helped others and never expected anything in return apart from simple requests such as acknowledgment and being reasonably social with me. However these menial tasks seem to be difficult for some. The realisation of how I have been treated by such “friends” in my hour of need this week has caused me to make the decision of going ‘off the grid’ for a while and basically leave them behind for a while.
I am not doing this for attention, I have never been an attention seeker, the complete opposite in fact. I have always given attention to self obsessed people thinking that the world revolves around themselves. I won’t burden myself on to other people and I never will. My problems are my own, only I can solve them. Yet others can’t think logically like this. All I asked for was someone to talk too, to have a laugh with, yet such menial tasks seem to be difficult for some to compute. Surely they shouldn’t help others out when the entire universe revolves around themselves.
I may sound hypercritical with this post and I am possibly contradicting myself by posting this. However, I am not looking nor asking for attention. Most people that read this are apathetic anyway and only care about themselves. It’s them people that I am discarding. I expect to receive messages from such people suddenly showing an interest. Let me ask you this, where was you when you was truly needed? Did it ever cross your mind that other people have problems also?
Last purchase. 1 of 500 #TheCribs #Vinyl #Record #GlittersLikeGold #Rare #Cribs #Glitter (Taken with Instagram)